Excruciating Pain: A Personal Fight Against the Mysterious Pain of Cluster Headaches
It was a overcast weekday in the morning in September 2016. I was working as a teacher, trying to settle a new group of students, when a sudden sensation erupted behind my right eye. Then came quick stabs, similar to electric shocks. As the school day came and went, the pain subsided and then came back with increased force. Multiple times that day I handed over a colleague with worksheets and hurried to the school bathroom to douse my face with cold water. I took paracetamol, but the pain remained unbearable.
The headaches appeared repeatedly that fall, and again in the spring, soon forming an annual cycle. The autumn months were the most severe, then the late winter. I could anticipate the pattern: aura in the morning, early pangs on the train, full-on agony in the classroom by 9.30am. In late 2019, a doctor finally sent me to a neurologist and I was diagnosed with cluster headache disorder.
Cluster headaches often begin with severe discomfort around one eye that persists up to several hours.
Approximately one in 1,000 individuals are affected by the disorder, and males are more frequently diagnosed. Attacks typically begin with abrupt, severe pain around one eye that reaches its peak within a short time and lasts for up to three hours. Attacks occur in cycles, daily or several times a day, and are accompanied by tearing eyes, sagging eyelids or facial perspiration. I have the episodic form, which occurs in seasonal bouts; some patients have chronic attacks, characterized by the lack of long symptom-free periods.
What connects patients is the severity. One research paper rated the sensation at 9.7 10, higher than broken bones or other conditions. Another discovered a significant percentage of cluster headache patients reported thoughts of self-harm during bouts; the figure fell to four percent when they were pain-free.
Val Hobbs, in her seventies, a long-term sufferer from Wales, isn't surprised. Her attacks began when she was a toddler. “I would hurl myself on the ground and hit my head. That was put down to being a difficult child,” she says. Her symptoms worsened through her youth. Alcohol in her adolescence, like several triggers, made things worse. After having sherry at her school leaving party, she remembers hardly being able to see on the bus home.
Her relatives often mistook her episodes as intoxicated behavior. Understanding eventually came from her parent and then from her partner, her spouse. “I was very lucky to find such an understanding person,” she says. Hobbs took office work after moving, but often concealed her illness. She was dismissed from one job, partly due to absences during episodes. Her definitive diagnosis came in the early 2000s at a specialist hospital.
Still, the inability to organize daily activities around erratic attacks took its effect. She particularly disliked being unable to plan outings, being seen as unreliable as a colleague, and even having to be looked after by her children during the paralysis caused by the most severe episodes. “It robs you of the small freedoms we don't appreciate until they're gone,” she says. She remembers obtaining tickets for a major concert, only to have an attack inside a facility.
Headaches have been described throughout history. “The earliest description of headache comes by way of the Mesopotamians in 4000BC,” write authors in a publication on the topic. They attributed the disease to an evil entity who afflicted his victims' heads.
Ancient healing records propose bizarre remedies for what some experts would describe as a migraine. In the medieval times, migraine was identified as a distinct condition, with therapies ranging from herbal concoctions to other, more folk cures.
It was a European doctor who provided the first comprehensive description of a cluster-type attack. In his writings, he speaks of a patient “suffering with a very severe headache happening and disappearing each day at fixed hours”.
The disorder were only officially classified by global headache committees in 1988. From the mid-20th century to the late 1990s, they were believed to be caused by a problem with a major artery that supplies blood to the head. Prominent experts in treating the disorder note this.
In the late 1990s, researchers published the findings of a study for which they had triggered attacks in patients and monitored the episodes in a imaging machine. The data, published in a major journal, showed activation of the hypothalamus, which is in charge for human circadian rhythm, when patients were in pain, and a deactivation when they felt better.
Despite such progress, identification remains delayed. Jamie Charteris's symptoms began in the 1980s and felt like “a balloon being blown up behind my left eye”. Doctors thought he had sinus problems; he had four operations before finally being diagnosed in recently, after a physician looked up his complaints.
Neurologists say delays in diagnosis and managing occur because patients are seldom seen during an episode. “You're tired and low, but not in agony,” a doctor says. He proceeds by eliminating other primary headache conditions, such as tension-type headache, before confirming the disorder. A detailed history is crucial: on which part of the head do symptoms occur? For how much time? What season? Are there precipitating factors, such as certain foods? Certain features such as tearing, drooping eyelids and nasal congestion help verify the diagnosis. Once identified, patients may be referred to dedicated clinics. But a lot of first go to emergency rooms or are given inadequate treatments.
A charity trustee, 78, has suffered from cluster headaches for most of her adult life, although she has been free from an episode since 2016. When she was in her 20s, she had her teeth pulled because dental professionals misunderstood her pain. She believes dentists still need much more education. When another patient sought help from a charity, it was she who responded. The author recalls calling a helpline during an attack in 2021; a calm volunteer guided me through oxygen treatment and drugs until the episode passed.
Official guidelines on treatment advise that sufferers are offered high-flow oxygen therapy and/or a anti-migraine medication delivered by injection. No tablets or opioids should be used. Prophylactic choices include verapamil, which apparently helps manage the attacks of well-known people.
But leading specialists argue the guidance need revising to reflect a clearer clinical pathway and help GPs avoid incorrect prescriptions. For periodic patients, the treatment window is everything: “The duration of the cycle determines the approach.” Brief bouts with infrequent episodes are managed with abortive therapy only. Longer or more intense periods require preventative medications such as verapamil, sometimes paired with corticosteroids. A significant number of patients also receive a nerve block injection during a cycle – an procedure into the area of the head where the discomfort is that reduces nerve activity.
The national guidance need revising to reflect a